im numb, i dont care anymore, this world is no more than a piece of $#%^...
i hate myself and i hate all those children i see playing outside, i envy their innocence and happyness, carelesness.. i hate the world for being what it is, i hate my mother for loving me, hating me, telling me what i should or shouldnt do.. i hate my dad for standing at the end of my bed this ...