News of Cutting and Self Injury Forum

For the last couple of days I have been feeling realy depressed. Yesterday I had my razor blade in my hand and I kept moving it closer to my leg then pulling it away and saying no. But after about a half hour of that the razor ended up winning and I cut myself. There are like 40 cuts but there all in one little area crisscrossing over eachother (I made sure I cleaned and ...

i hope someone has soom advice on this, its prolly already been posted before, oh well.. heres the deal i am contemplating whether or not to cut myself, i have told one of my friends this (she understands me pretty well) and she is like no "its not a good idea at all", "its not worth it." thats the part where i sort of understand but not really. SO MANY people say that cutting is ...

"I told you to stop that $#%^"

That is what my friend V said to me as we were coming home from work. She looked at my arms and said it. I had one "new" cut. I did it like 2 or 3 days ago. But that is good for me! That means I have NOT cut in 2 or 3 days. I told her that too. She said...whoopie 2 days. Im like thinking...hey now...I ...

Hello,
I have never been part of a forum like this before, but feel that it is time to meet some people like myself. I am a sexual assault victim that has been dealing with panic, anxiety, and body dysmorphic disorder for nearly 11 years.
In the last two months I have started cutting myself. I don't know why or how it started, but I cannot stop. My meds have been changed, and I didn't ...

hi everyone - not sure if i belong here. i am a scratcher. have been since i was about 4 or 5. have done it my whole life. i have numerous scars from it. the most recent was from last month. i am left handed so it is stronger and i attacked my arms and my right arm is scarred from the elbow almost to the wrist. four straight long lines. i wonder what people ...

For about two years i was a heavy cutter. three times a week, at least. Then my parents found out and so did a few of my friends, so i just stopped alltogether, only had 2 relapses in a year. But I have stopped eating for the most part. When i do eat i feel disgusting and huge. i've lost 40pounds since i started starving myself. I've tried to force myself to eat but i ...

I have always have a good family life, I was always, and still am loved, yet the issue that I do have come from birth, which would be ADD, OCD, Tourette Syndrome, and Asperger Syndrome, which I have always taken with a grain of salt, but I do have one other that really bothers me, which I posted on another forum topic, anyways, I have gone from think of pain as tivial, to it being ...

sometimes...like tonight...I keep on falling. It's constant. Falling. Falling. Falling still. Like floating. Never on the ground. Never in the stars. Never.

To finally fall would be perfect; far too much to ask of the world. Just to let me fall. Smash. Be forever extinct. Forever gone. Forever free. Relaxed. Normal. Forever away from the hurt. The blood. The endless games my mind plays. The itching shadows that creep their way under my nails...sliding beneath ...

Hey.....
Six months, almost seven of no cutting, and now I blew it. I know, I know, it's okay to have relapses once in awhile, and I shouldn't feel bad...But I can't help it.... Have you ever got that feeling where your brain is in the right place, but your heart and soul just won't cooperate?
Plus, I feel like I have no one to talk to it about. Usually I can go to my ...

This is my first post on this site, and i hope i do not do anything wrong, or against the rules.

I just kinda need to vent something, i have not cut in about a good 3 months now, maybe even 4 or 5. I have lost count. But today i was sitting here alone, and i was just looking at my self, and i have noticed i have gained weight, and im very ...