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I've just come to realize,

That no one who is suppose to be " Hugh attachments " in my life has ever loved me.

I mean like seriously though.

My family hates me.

I have never had a boyfriend care about me. Even when they said they did.

It's so disgusting it almost feels good. I like bringing myself down to this level. I haven't done it in a while. I like feeling lonely and ...

Hi, I don't have an official diagnosis of BPD (My actual diagnoses have been in limbo for several months) but I believe I have at least a mild case of it, or a mix of this and Avoidant Personality Disorder. Anyways, there's one symptom - unstable sense of self-image - that I was wondering about. Although I don't show all the symptoms clearly, this is something that really messes with me. Is this what it's ...

... I am wishing and praying that everyone here who is searching for something, in need of something, needing answers, needing help, needing love, needing support, needing a break, needing relief and everything else I may have left out... May everyone be able to find a piece of that which they are seeking. Even if it might just be a small piece... May it find it's way into your life sooner rather than later.

Thinking ...

I heard that BPD is easier to cure than other PDs. Is it true? Does it have to do with BPDers' relationships with other people? Maybe people with other PDs don't need to depend on others as much?

Is it one of most harmful PDs in terms of human relationships?

Who are you most drawn to/or which do you find yourself in relationships with?

It's a dumb poll I know, but it's a good way to start comparing notes on who we tend to end up with, is it other Cluster B Types, or something else? You've got four votes each in case you want to specify more than one.

This is random and I'm just curious. I am definitely a masochist all the way.

Let me add that I have no idea how common S&M mentality is; I'm not assuming anything about other BDP's, just asking

Ya know.. describe the indescribable?

Yesterday my bf said that i am messing up his life and that he should leave and never come back. The problem is all me, im so depressed. I cant communicate my feelings everything comes out wrong. I sent him an email explaining communication issues are part of bpd and he was really understanding and said we can fight this together.
Today i said that i want to buy my daughter a laptop for christmas ...

>Made no sense. :(

I used to like walking, photography and things but now i have absolutly no interest in anything apart from work which i am obessessed about. I go to work early have no lunch hour and stay late every day, but nothing else interests me at all. Its like i need to work really hard so i feel valuable in some way.
Why dont i care about anything else?
I dont understand
I could happily sit ...