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This is a little tricky to explain. For the last 2 days I've been getting majorly offended over things that have no proof of being true. The other day I told my mother I was going to the supermarket. She then asked "What are you going to get?" My first thought was wow.. why is she calling me fat? I guess I won't even bother going. I hate being made fun of!!!! So I snapped ...

So, I'm wondering if I'm the only one that has a problem with this.

My family is on me about my weight CONSTANTLY.

Like, for instance, lately I've been eating a lot, and I know its because I'm depressed. But yesterday, my grandmother not only made a list of the things that I should get from the store, and what I should NOT get from the store, but also began taking things out of the ...

I am terrified of being left out, left behind, forgotten about, left in general. However, I frequently feel safer when I am by myself. Even though I don't want to be abandoned, I also want to be left alone. Being with other people is so tremendously stressful for me. The constant worry of screwing up and people rejecting me makes me want to lock myself in the safety of a dark closet with a blanket ...

I'm so sick of feeling this way....... I can't take it anymore!!!

Hi, I just stumbled onto this site looking for some help tonight.
I'm not an "officially" diagnosed BPD, I've been diagnosed with Bipolar II. After changing psychiatrists I was told that my condition is closer to that of BPD than Bipolar disorder but he wasn't ready to put that official stamp on it yet. I sometimes question how much of a BPD I may be and I find myself thinking that maybe I have a ...

CAUTION – may TRIGGER. Although its not very explicit this post covers childhood sexual abuse.

Were you, or do you suspect you may have been, a victim of any type of incest?

If you are dx BPD or feel certain you meet the diagnostic criteria, or you are a “Non” who has (or had) a very close relationship to someone with BPD take a look at the following pattern of symptoms that seem connected to ...

I absolutely hate the fact Borderline Personality Disorder is considered an emotional vampire when deep down i hate being depressing.
I prefered the bipolar type 2 label because bipolar is not considered an emotional vampire although the condition is probably worse in the end.

Hey guys,

I'm wondering what your thoughts are on having BPD and holding down a steady job. I currently only work 3 days a week and would like to go back to college, however my psychiatrist has advised against it... Problem is im just so bored and I feel really guilty that i'm not studying and working full time..

What do you think?
What can other people manage?
Do you feel guilty for not working ...

How could someone love somebody so out of control and lost?

Humans crave stability, not someone who is everything but..

I don't understand. I wish I was in control of myself, I wish I didn't have impulses, or childish desires..

I wish I was stable. The most stable and supportive one could ask for... Not this.

I've just come to realize,

That no one who is suppose to be " Hugh attachments " in my life has ever loved me.

I mean like seriously though.

My family hates me.

I have never had a boyfriend care about me. Even when they said they did.

It's so disgusting it almost feels good. I like bringing myself down to this level. I haven't done it in a while. I like feeling lonely and ...