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Hi I've had bad disassociation for a while, sometimes even my eyes blur, or I see myself from above. I was pinching myself to deal with it before but I read this and found it really helpful. Today I'm the happiest I've been in a long time got up the motivation to workout and meditate. What helped was trying to "process my terror". I guess it helped me from getting ovewhelmed and gave me a ...

You found a genie-in-training. He's not very good yet, so you only get one wish. He also hasn't figured out how to grant the "more wishes" wish, so that's out. You get just one thing: money, fame, cured of BPD, the British Isles, whatever you want. What would you ask for?

Don't ask why this question is in my head, but it is.

I really hate this intense feeling of being alone even though my daughter and boyfriend maybe in the same room. I long for a hug but when i ask for one its almost like it is meaningless, or im just an inconvience. Theres no affection there. I really really want some affection, closeness, intermitancy but its just not there and hasnt been for years. Makes me feel so sad, ugly, unloved, unworthy. I think if ...

My " boyfriend " hasn't talked to me in 2 days and half and I have no idea why.

I was the last one to txt him and yes it was a one word txt " nice "


But he hasn't said to anything to me since.


Everyone is like call him, txt and him. I say no why should I? I contacted last. I don't need more rejection.

It's HIS TURN.


Everyone disagrees with ...

I just wanted to let you all know that in New Scientist, (27th August), there's an article about borderline personality disorder. Sorry if I'm repeating stuff that you already know, but the author says that apparently, bpd symptons gradually lessen with age. He also mentions different types of therapies, e.g. dialectical behaviour therapy, a sort of cbt that 'draws on the Buddhist concept of mindfulness', and mentalisation-based treatment, which gets bpd-ers to 'better understand their ...

I am having a very good day today, so I just wanted to share my happiness with all of you. I went to my class today, and the kids were great. Also, the weather is nice and I am eating the most amazing apple!

How are you doing today?

...I'm falling apart.

Twisted, Moonin, you were right. Granted, I don't feel the situation calls for such a decision, I must agree. How do I break this with the most least pain? I know how this girl talks to me. Like a boyfriend. A *perfect* one, If I say so myself(in her mind of course). She has no problem going to see someone else and *chatting* with me about it. I discussed the situation fully and it all ...

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I've noticed that many BPD/disordered people tend to be geniuses.

Not all of course but quiet a vast amount.

Does anyone agree or know why this may be?