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Forgot my E-mail and password to my other account. Anyways

Got a letter on Tuesday saying I had my first appointment/meet with my therapist today for DBT.
We wrote down a few target behaviours etc, and wrote down my plans for the future.

Hi, I have been seeing my local community mental health team for the nearly 2 years now. First diagnosed with depression and today I went to see my normal doctor and found out the CMHT have diagnosed me as Borderline Personality Disorder. I am really angry that the CMHT haven't personally told me but I guess luck because I found it out through my GP. So any way I am 20, female from the UK ...

I've been dating someone for a few months. i was worried about getting involved with someone else, being as I just got approved for disability FOR being mentally unbalanced.

Anyways.... one thing that I noticed send me over the edge in my last relationship was lack of validation. I would mention how I was feeling to my ex, and he would state "I don't understand why you feel that way" or "I don't see how ...

Hi there,
I am new to the forum, and guess I'll just let it out a bit....hopefully to let some tension go--maybe get some support-and get on with the day.

I'm Terrified. I am terrified that I am going to sabbatoge everything good in my life with these paranoid thoughts that I have. I have a great partner, but I look at him sometimes and see a complete stranger looking at me. I see him ...

I feel a lot of emptiness inside. Like I'm hollow and numb. I know I should be expressing emotion right now. I just had sex with a boyfriend and it's supposed to be good but I just feel empty and numb emotionally. I almost feeling like cutting just to have feeling. I just feel a numb disconnect from everything. Do others relate?

I'm new to this site and recently diagnosed with BDP. I've been reading up on it and reading through the threads on this site (I really liked the 'You know you have BDP when...' thread. It helps to have a chuckle and yes, I knew I had BDP after reading the 'You know you have BDP when...' thread... That's confusing, but what I'm confused about is my weekly therapy sessions with my psych. I don't ...

Are there things you do that you feel like you have no control over? For the last month, I've just been at a loss to understand... how I can continue to do something that I know I can't engage in, that is against my own wishes.

I've been kind of involved with someone I don't want to see... I feel like, against my will. I tell myself a hundred times that I will not speak ...

I go from 0- 60 in the matter of seconds. I try to catch myself but im never in time. And lots of yimes i say things i later regret. My daughter has adjustment issues and is a teenager. Needless to say we can get into a killer of an arguement in the matter of seconds. I am also suicidal so my head goes there when we are not getting along. Im in such a ...

i know i probably shouldn't be talking about this here. you guys are going to tell me about professional help and hotlines. i am over it.

a lil bout me again... dx BPD/chronic major depression

why not suicide? when i have episodes i see how much those around me are hurt. i know i will do it again. my dogs and cat hide from me. i don't want my future children to live like that. ...