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Hello everyone. I've been lurking here for a few months now, but never dared to speak up until now.

I've never been officially diagnosed, but I'm quite sure that I am an avoidant. This has been evident in all areas of my life, except at home with my family. Away from home, I rarely talk and I normally don't attend social gatherings such as parties, and I avoid pretty much any extra-curricular activity that requires ...

Hi,

My names Kerry and this is my story about drug addiction.

It first started when i was 14. I started using billy (amphetamines) I would finish school on a friday and go to a friends and pick up. I would take it on the friday night and still be whizzing on the monday when i went back to school. I carried on like that for 12 months and then quit. I never touched it ...

i have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder witch is hard to cope with but can be done with serport but instead of serporting me social services took my two children away from me now iv got to go to court and fight for them back :(

Porn and celibacy (Breaking apart)

Blood and sperm, her tits are firm,
Her ass is tight, her eyes a sight,
For sore eyes after a beating!
Her stomach is flat because she isn’t eating.
Her wrists are bleeding..
That grin is misleading..
You don’t know what you are perceiving!
But after the cuts all emotion is leaving!

Her brows are soaked, her face is cloaked,
By a shroud of doubt, she wont let it out, ...

I'm loved
...Alone inside
I'm alive
...Dying inside
I'm smiling
...Crying inside
I'm serene
...Nervous inside
I'm happy
...Sad inside
I'm confident
...Insecure inside
I'm honest
...Lying inside
I'm brave
...Scared inside
I'm strong
...Weak inside
I'm warm
...Cold inside
I'm profound
...Lost inside
I'm me
...Buried inside

I am!

I am not

...Inside !

This was a couple of years ago and I'm only now realising her part in it.


I was drunk and on a group camp with my BPD mate.

She led another man to believe that I would be up for a threesome with them.

Then I was unconscious, deeply asleep in our tent. She lay there and watched :shock: as this bloke r*ped me, and I think ...

They're here, those moments. Each sharing one another like a river flowing to a stream. Seeking the end of all it's begining.. I too seek an end, but is it just another start.

I was born "different".
As a baby, I would scream whenever I was touched or held & was a lot happier left alone, staring at my mobile above my cot for hours on end. At the age of 2, I started head banging, until bleeding sores appeared on my skull. Whenever a light was turned on, I'd start screaming again. My parents took me to the doctors, fearing I had meningitis, but the tests came ...

i am not sure what to do at this point. i first started suffering from clinical depression at 19 which is now 14 years ago as i am now 33. I have never been the same ever since and during most of this time i've been severely depressed. You would think i had a great life as i am tall, good looking, athletic and well spoken but i have been absolutely miserable. i had severe ...

I frequent a few forums relating to my hobbies.
Sometimes, I will have a different opinion to another poster. Many times, this "freedom of speech" on the internet just goes too far, when people see an opinion, as a direct attack on their character.
I know it's hard to judge meanings online & anybody can be who they want to be, but it's always like "GTFO, your opinion is pointless & you are an idiot". ...