I just want to vent. About abandonment. And emotional distance.
I have long had some sort of emotional blunting issue, possibly a result of dysthymia, which a shrink finally suggested I might have. Anyway, it's gotten somewhat better, but is still somewhat of an issue. The same is true for my anger issue and abandonment fear. Yet, emotional blunting, anger, and abandonment fears have damaged some of my past relationships. So have the issues of ...