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Once again i am at my wits end.
My 11yr old Son has started Urinating on one of his siblings belongings. Under Bed, in wardrobe , on toys etc. He had this problem 5 yrs ago and after suffering for 2 yrs we sent him to his fathers house ( at his request ) to live. After 2yrs of being there, he insisted on coming home again, and we all had desperatley hoped it was ...

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So I had this meeting at school for Honors Psychology and we talked about Grad school and it was was probably one of the most exciting/horrible things because you need like a 3.7 GPA to apply for graduate school and the cohort average is like 3.9 or higher (how the F! do you do that). So I was all excited and I started planning my thesis (I'm in 3rd year ...

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when my BPDbf came home from his night shift, I was already up to get ready for work.
He was nice and sweet, went to bed after hugging me. So I thought that things were getting better again.
Until I got on Facebook. He used to be "in a relationship with Muranyi". Now it seems he has removed that, without saying anything about how or why or whatever. Didn't even mention it... That ...

I have this immense fear of death, and what comes afterward. I want to go to heaven, not just die and that's it. I also have major fears of all life ending in 8 billion or even 8 trillion years... that the universe expands or contracts so much that that's it and there is no life at all.

Why do I keep thinking these horrible things? They just come up randomly and i have terrible ...

I feel a self loathing, a self disgust. Like the people around me who look up to me and think highly of me must be able to see through it. They must be able to see my brokenness and unworthiness. This sickness penetrates my being. I am like a rotten piece of fruit - looks okay on the outside but is all rotten on the inside. My sickness eats away at me. How can I ...

I'm struggling. Emotions are on a roller coaster lately. Wish i could turn them off. This torture we endure is cruel. It so hard to make the right decisions when one feels batted around by their own mind. Sometimes those emotions get ahead of me, and all I can do is hang on to my sanity and hope I've not messed up. Meanwhile, those things I held dear slip away, as if I never existed. ...

When I was 6 or 7 I had a friend who was a few months older than me, and she used to make me play these games with her. I never really wanted to play these games, but she would make me touch her, and I don't remember a lot of this, but I know that I never really wanted to play these games, but I never stopped her. And this went on for about ...

Well the main symptom of schizophrenia is detachment from reality and not being able to tell what is real from what is unreal. It makes it very hard to distinguish between what's really happening and what's not happening. I have had several experiences that one would consider to be unlikely and possible delusions of the illness. However, when there is an inherent persistent pattern to these events, one can't help but believe that these events ...

Many of us are enslaved...


Some by the sweet melody that gently falls from a mother's lips under moonlight and cusps the inner ear with the morning's sun...



People are chronic nail biters, tube watchers, murderers, liars, con artists, worriers, forgivers...

So many wonderful images flowing through the thought stream... much of them wasted, forgotten along with the rotting scraps of meat clouding the bottom of an open garbage bag...

We are, forever, victims ...