
As if it couldn't get worse, I have to send in a feces specimen to the lab on Monday and I haven't gone since two days ago because now I am nervous about it. I know this is too much information but seriously no one else in my life cares (or they think it is so, "Ew." ...) so now you all get to read about it, lucky you.
I keep telling myself that having answers is better than no answers but I just don't see how this could get worse. How will I ever have a normal dating life or a relationship (the thought is unbelievable to me) with these health problems! It's mortifying! Sometimes I could just faint at the thought... I hope all of this pain and discomfort are over soon... I feel so discouraged tonight.