quietgirl2538's Blog

by **quietgirl2538** on Tue Jul 03, 2018 10:32 pm

July 3, It's a Tuesday. I am hiding out. I need to decompress in a way that will let me just comfortably let me feel like I am out of this low that has been hanging around for the past few days. For a while I forgot I have a thing (bipolar) that can cause issues with my emotions. Been very emotional and feel like I can't take a lot of stress. I feel that outside things like work, is demanding too much of me when I feel this way. So I am stepping back some more to take care of me. I am doing what is in my best interest and making sure it's me in charge of my life and not someone who doesn't know me and my limits. So, yeah, I'm in charge of me and my life.

by **quietgirl2538** on Sat Jun 16, 2018 4:25 pm

June 16, it’s been a bad 3 days and 1 good one, now coming down in mood again. Not too bad. I can’t be 100% functional. Going to cancel one “fun” event with friends. It’s too much on me and I’d rather give myself some “me” time.

Other than that, I had been doing great!

by **quietgirl2538** on Sat Apr 28, 2018 4:09 pm

What has happened. God help me, I feel so #######5, in more ways than one.

I know my therapist reminded me that these moods are changeable. I don't even want to be positive. So I just journal here. I don't want to hear, "you'll feel better soon." Because I just feel like crap.

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Apr 27, 2018 6:54 pm

I feel like $#%^ today. Ok. There I said it, even if just to myself. I hate everything right now.

ok, I've pretty much summed it up.

I feel many things lately, but today is not so upbeat like yesterday. I hate bipolar with a passion!!! :evil:

by **quietgirl2538** on Thu Mar 01, 2018 4:44 pm

Things have been up and down mood-wise. I am titrating up on the vraylar to 6mg and crossing my fingers it does the trick. Today will be day 3 of dosage 6mg.

How do I feel. I feel like I am tired and all I want to do is sleep, but I won't. I have slept a lot lately, I don't know why, but not today. I will be a little bit productive.

Sports have started for my daughter. Surprisingly, I am super duper excited about that. Normally it is something I dread with a passion because of taking her to practices and games. But she has greatly improved from 2 years ago and I feel such pride in watching her do great. So, I look forward to watching her practice and then start the games.

I'm in charge

Bad days but have hope it’s getting better

What happened

Hate bipolar

How I am now; not much different but it's ok

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