when the time comes to plan for a baby do i slowly ease my way of meds be4 getting pregnant or can i stay on them or setin ones. i know i will have to tell my gp doctor obvusly when the time comes. but im just curias to now how it all works. has any one gone through this already had to come of meds or stay on why pregnant. and dose it afect baby. do they come out as adicts. whats the go. im cyclythymic bp. any one have there stories that would help me pleaseeee.

Good morning crap avo and relaxed now that I'm home. We went to the zoo with the in laws and sister inlaw her partner and our little neace. All started out good but as the day went on it got hotter and hotter witch dosnt agree with me heat. I got a mood shift and me and my husband had to go walk around by our self. Cos I was getting so irritable and didn't want to be around any one I was getting reall tied reall quick. I just tryed and pretend to acted normal so the family didn't pick up on my moody moods attacking me cos they not always understand. So once husband and I had a brak we caught back up with them. By then I was feeling better againg just tied. But when we had a brak from the family I couldn't even walk properly I was dragging my feet breathing heavy I just wanted to lay down there and then but new I had to keep going and was getting a head ace. I reall wanted to go home when in that mood.

so tied cant shake it off its irotating me. i struggle just to get through a day. i dont even know how i work some times and be able to make it to the gym. i push and forse my self. i probably shouldnt be working but either way i cant win. i dont work i get bord and depresed. i work im exsusted all the time. it feels like im on the verg of a brack down again and that im just hanging in on there so tight that i dont fall because it takes months to get back up. ive been cycling with in short time lenghths. ill be normal and boom ive had a mood shifft and am all moody attitude snappy and want to be left alone. 10 mins later im either fine again or am in a different mood again. i stress out way to much. for got to take my meds last night opps. time will tell if i have an effect from it weather it sends me into a depresed mode or not.

i told him how im working more that i was at the start of the year but not as much as i was last year. and why i cant cos when im happy and on top of the world i feel like i could work all day full time. and when the next day or to come and my moods have changed i feel different about it like i dred going and dont want to cos im so tied and my anxiety kicks in and macked it worse. i also told him about my insedent the other week. he was very proud of me that im starting to see how this cyclothymia works and to not let it get a hold of me and as soon as i notice symtoms i try corecting my self to come back to normal level. we also talked about my patterns of mood changes. he looked at my mood charts cos i do them only cos i want to help my self and its a way of him being able to asesse me in a way. he cheched my blood levels and my meds. so all went well. most likey cos im on a good run at the moment but we all now who suffer from this that its dose all change around and come tumberling on top of use. i have had a few good weeks with a day here and there that haven been so nice. i have work and a funarel to go to to morrow. im very nervuse about the funarel though its my husbands mates dad.

off to my phychiatrist to day. hes been away for 2 months. and id usaly see him every 2 weeks or so. and hes changed buildings just across in to the new hospilal. so im a bit nervus about trying to find it. ill have to leave early to give my self time. i already dropped my husband off at work and gone to the gym. have to have shower then off to app. i do have an incerdent to tell him about that happen a few weeks back. were i started to fall in to an episode again and i thought the weather may have had some thing to do with it. i went off at sister in law. it was petty bull $#%^ but at the time to me it wasent. any way to long of a storry but u will find it in cyclothymia i was telling about what happen. xoxo