i have had a big last few days. my dad was in hospital and left the dog in the house. so had to go there 3 hour drive. stayed the weekend. but it was a rush rush rush one. i cant be bothered doing any thing. have done washing ive got sheets and clothes sitting there to be done a sinck full of dishers. i just feel like a zombi. no food in the house well nothing to make a meal any way. cos weve been so biz i have had the chance to do any thing and now to day i do i cant be stuffed.and i have to go up there again this weekend. i have work to moz so i hope some time this week every thing gets done cos i have work for the rest of the week and i have to try fit gym in to grr. i hate when i get like this its like a mild depresed mode. i haven god the sad thoughts cos of the meds block that i am very relaxed maby to much but thats what happens when i push my self to far and go go go with no rest. but some times theres just no time to rest.