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feeling numb and falling downcoming off a high from wed and thu last week by fri arvo i was trashed couldnt even stay awak. i tryed so hard because we was going to auntys for dinner. so had a snooz in arvo to get me though to the night. and i had to just keep going even though the depressed mode was hanging over my head just waiting for me to fully fall. had a party sat night and sleped at my friends house so i could drink. sso i wasnt going to let this depressed mode jump on me just yet i tryed so had to delay it at same time and my phycologist tells me off for this because i run a marothon and then another one in a row and then when it hits me it hits me 10 times as hard. but its a habbit. and i really wanted to enjoy my weekend. but im suffering now stuck on the coutch. i am being positive though i know in my mind it will pass but it is a pain. im just restting up and recovering to get my normal mood back. i think late nights and taking my meds at all different times dosnt help but ya just cant help it some times when ya out. just have to do ya best. but ive gotten them back to to right time now. so thats plobably contributed to my mood shift.
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