With the med changes, I feel I'm a little more stable in the mornings. I am still having some problems getting to sleep at night and am hoping that either when I see my psychiatrist on the 17th or the nurse on the 22nd that we'll be able to straighten that out.

Last night I woke up at midnight and felt wide awake. Not sure how much sleep I got between then and 6:15 this morning but it sure didn't feel like enough and unfortunately, when I'm tired and then taking Geodon in the morning on top of it - makes me more tired. I just have to find a way to push through. Though an hour nap sounds really good about now.

Today I turn 44 and I expect it to be a busy day at work. Makes the day go by faster so I'm okay with that but to be honest, I wish I was still in my comfortable bed, at home, dozing off to a good Dean Koontz book.

I've now officially joined 3 support groups for MI. NAMI AIR, which is a anonymous phone application, this website, and a closed group on Facebook. I find it very comforting to be around people who are in the same or a similar boat that I'm in. Though I'm feeling somewhat okay today, with support from all of you, I can get through the bad days.