Today's actually going pretty well. I feel like I'm in control again.

I don't want to say that I don't cut myself anymore, but it's now controlled and safe. I don't cut over veins and only cut the inside of my upper arm and my wrist. This is both easy to hide.

I am also not angry anymore or sad. It's just part of it and I can deal with it.

I have control over my body again. I still have UPS and downs but that's okay as well.