Alright, generally I just say what's on my mind in blogs and make no apologies as it should be -- that's what blogs are for in my opinion; however, it has come to my direct attention that I made some women who I care for to some capacity feel bad about themselves. I realize insecurity, and more aptly reactivity is something we all share in common -- to varying degrees.

My ex just so happened to have DD breasts, so what, that was her size, and I was missing them as she was my wife and I loved and cared for her, therefore I loved and grew accustomed to her body specifically. I don't think breast size is a big deal; it isn't. If she had [insert size] breasts I'd have remarked on that size instead.

I was drunk and missing her body, so it was about her and her body and not women's bodies in general.

I just know that I wouldn't appreciate it if women started going on about penis size or something. You just grow to love your partner as they are; including psychically, however they may be.

Don't be insecure about your bodies! It was about my ex and missing her.

Also, admittedly it was a somewhat snide, tongue-in-cheek way to depreciate her. Thor knows she depreciated me. So, it was entirely to do with her --including exorcizing my inner-demons. In no way should anything I write EVER be taken personally. I use this blog partly to get things off my mind or chest (heh) in a completely impersonal manner for the very purpose of not airing out my dirty laundry on others. If you take what I say too seriously and especially personally you WILL be offended.

On this blog, I'm often my alter-ego -- which is, all my demons and darkness split off from my whole-being entirely and personified.