I have recently been trying to contact some old friends who know about my situation and unfortunately they are unable to be contacted and this doesn't help the issue. I am starting to feel a little abandoned and neglected but I also know that my friend suffers their own issues.

They were prone to eating disorders and self harm and I was one person who she could talk to (or so it seemed) She would get in touch with me and talk to me at random times and I would do the same but the last couple weeks it has been worse and not only am I battling my own demons a little - I am now also very concerned for her well being.

She is a friend whom I have known for years and the problem is she lives out of driving range - it would be easier to fly there but of course I can't afford to do that even if it was for a day or so. My work and other situations presently don't enable me to do that!