Dear blog, today was my best day Ive had since probably..june!
It was great all the way through.
And again it shows that my problem lays in feeling that i look good. Because today I really felt beautiful in the morning. And that lasted the whole day, no matter where I looked <3.
People were winking and flirting with me today. I was chatty and open and fun. I met and made a new friend. I had the busiest day ever, school from morning until evening with lunch break, and I just managed to be on TOP this whole time!
This is what life should be like, this is how I should be like. How wonderful, how productive, how, just normal, the way it used to be..

My mood is my looks. I go from night to bright sunshine. Its such an amazing transformation. Just because of that little thing so many people have natural...a pretty face.

I have had a boyfriend since more than 4,5 years...but I must say.....man did it feel nice to get that many guys attention, flirting and respect today. They treat me like I deserve <3

Everyone was so sweet today, Im just all on pink clouds right now. )

On one hand I dont want to scream out in joy, because I know tomorrow can be the opposite, but I just have to soak every single happiness out of this day.... it was 6 months since last time I was somewhere near this happy. (i think even the happiest and most satisfied with my looks in a couple of years....omg)

I dont want to go to sleep, i dont want this day to end!! My boyfriend is "travelling" away since some days, and will be gone till christmas, so having a social life is necessary for my survival.I hope there are many more beauty days for me ahead.

WOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!