Until one of my teachers started talking about a relative who died recently. Then they went on to talk about cancer. The thing is that I have been showing all of the symptoms of bowel cancer but I have been too scared to go to a doctor in case there is nothing wrong. I don't know whether or not to confide my thoughts in this teacher (he knows a tiny bit about my mental state) but he will keep on telling me to go see a doctor. He might want to tell my mum which I won't be able to cope with because she'll ask me questions. I just needed to say something about my concern.