It's not out in the open but I've finally said out loud to someone about me but unfortunately he didn't keep it to himself but to be honest, I can't really blame him as it is too much to expect someone to keep to themselves because it would just play on their mind and damage them. The person I told was my business studies tutor because out of everybody he was the person I felt least uncomfortable around and he can't keep something like that to himself because a teacher needs to tell someone else about things like that or else if someone else finds out that he's kept certain things about a teacher, he would get into trouble. When I found out, I was furious but I couldn't stay mad at him for long because for a while I could refer to certain things in front of him. Because he has told who he had to, I am now on the waiting list for counselling. None of this my mother knows.