ive been bizzy over xmas season i have had some time to jump on. im getting sick of my job cos i dont get enough work at the moment. im only getting like 3 clients a week. and its had to find a job i am trying but living out of the city makes it hard cos i dont want to travel to far ill travel 30klm there. and then my mood change and are up and down witch makes it hard cos its like my mind dosnt now what it wants depending on my mood. my confidence and selfesteam change all the time its so enoying. cos i want my mind and body to just want to feel good be in good happy mood have all the energy so i can work a better job. but it just dosnt hang around for long the mood.