"Can't do that or act this way, only certain actions can pave. Seeing the world through a very different set of eyes, can see all opportunities and advantages but ignoring disadvantages. I can see them all of them in my eyes there expressions, emotions, and everything that makes them normal. I see and saw their facial reflexes and see also their lies; but I can't stop seeing can't turn it off or shut it down. Only do certain things to fit in, seem normal, say things at certain times not to draw daunting attention, being a label or being labeled is not what I want but I know what I am, no need for them to know, won't turn out well. What else can I do...only in my head, mind, persona; I know what is not fake or falsified but true. I go around campus with a pleasant look on my face, talking to people with a smile on my face, even charm with a smile. I help the ones that are in need of help and I do the best that I can, give advice to the ones who need guidance but what does that get me? Just more open opportunities and advantages and less disadvantages to advance, seem ordinary, fit in. No one knows what I am, who I am...just the created persona for that given time or situation. A gaseous persona not constrained to a specific shape, density or volume, just malleable, adaptable and also acceptable."

---Strange Collage Guy, becuase all my experiences is just becoming part of the collage.

you and me are one and the same pal

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