jdd wrote:If those are coming out vids I will not watch them.
Of course not. I'd not watch them either. I didn't accept the idea of being gay. I just vowed, that if I will get to be gay in the future, then I will take the Vow of Celibacy (I will not make sex and will not date anymore, like a monk), so I don't have to worry about homosexuality anymore, I found a "safe" path of "escape", and made a principle.
Those video are about CBT and Intrusive Thoughts, I thought you'll be interested in this.
-- Thu Jan 21, 2016 7:59 am --
I feel very shameful and guilty right now... My mother is feeling bad, not too bad but bad. She didn't have relapses for a long time, she was perfectly fine, and now I feel that it's "coming back". I think I know that it's because of me, because I was aggressive with her and pulled away (figuratively) from everybody. I think she worried very much. She didn't even sleep all the night today, she had total insomnia. I have to change...