News of Borderline Personality Disorder Forum

In a nutshell:
I am ridiculously oversensitive and want to harm and take revenge on anyone who disagrees with me or says no to me.

Instead of being momentarily peed off, these feelings last for hours, days even, whereupon i ruminate on how i would hurt them given half a chance and what i ought to have said at the time.

If the person is a friend, then i cant help but cut them off. ...

I wrote a post on here recently asking if it sounds like I have BPD...I really think I do.
Right now, it's really bothering me...I hate the way I feel...just this depressed feeling out of nowhere for no reason (and from past experience, it could get better at any time!) but right now that feeling is here...a general feeling of emptiness, like something is missing and I don't know what it is!
This is so ...

I was, until four months ago, living for two years with a women who has nearly all of the BPA criteria (no self harm). Her behavior was very unusual in many ways, her life was chaotic and she was an alcoholic. Her parents and siblings were close and she interacted with them daily. They walked on eggshells around her to avoid conflict but seemed to see nothing unusual about her bizarre interactions with strangers and, ...

my PD ex used to always ask questions and choices about what i wanted and shout when i got it wrong. For example, we'd be in the store and shed say "get us chocolate bars" and i'd say "what do you want", and she'd say "any just get me what you have", and then when i returned she'd shout and say "not those you idiot, you know i only eat (bar x)" and be angry. ...

I fascinated about drowning today. I drove past a holding pond and saw how beautiful it looked. Just a small, dumpy, dirty holding pond. But to me it was perfect. It felt like home. I was drawn to it for some reason. I had to fight the urge to pull off to the side of the highway and jump right in. Maybe I will rent a boat someday and paddle myself to the middle of ...

i dont think i am quite smart enough in my head n understanding right now to be able to pull all of what i am writing into understanding how n why it happens.
i have an ability where i can feel really close to a person but it all gets shunted to being a fact not a feeling. in my life facts can not hurt me for the most part. sharing emotions, feelings- all that ...

Hi.
So I'm in a complete mess, and was wondering whether what I'm thinking/feeling is actually BPD.
So I'm 17, too young to technically be diagnosed apparently. I've had bulimia for the last 5 years and was bullied badly in both of my old schools, ending up spending almost a year completely ostracised from everyone, hiding from people and being ignored by people I idealised. I'm now in a new college, and my relationships are ...

I may have posted about this before. I think I have. But throughout my day I'll be like "is there even anything really wrong with me?" I feel bad. I don't know how to behave to be congruent to myself. I read about/see other people and think.. Wow, there's really nothing wrong with me. But I know there is really. Like, I know there's something wrong with me, but I behave "as I always do" ...

I just read the post on abandonment by A.J Mahari regarding whether or not BPD's get abandoned or abandon others. It was reassuring to me because I'm sitting here thinking... I don't have a fear of abandonment.. But I have so many BPD traits too. Well, I think I just don't link together the idea I have of the word "abandonment" with what it is I fear. I think I'm looking at it wrong. I'm ...

First off, my bf has never had an official BPD diagnosis.
He did have a psychotic episode in his teens and got treated in a private hospital and diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, but hasn't had a similar incindent since.

However his behaviour follows patterns that make me think he has BPD, although he isn't depressed or suicidal.

Over the course of our relationship, we seem to come to a point once a week or every ...