THE SHUTDOWN

Nina11 wrote:I m back.

Been intears. It s been so intense.

We have a seed to plant. I m not on my own.

tears tears tears

*sobs*

so much pain

Nina11

tears and pain are fighting
drop a couple on the seed you will plant, give it some power boost
*smooch*

thx
for the support

host is restin now

the body needs to now too



thx again

Amber

I ve been able to do stuff in the system for a first

It s been so intense

Indie is better.
AMber loves her playmates here.

And Book came back. He started immediately his viciousness again, so we ll have t have a proper word when I m stronger more, but it was so good to see him.

ANd suddenly ELf was by my side. I cried with joy.

Love

Nina11

I can t find the animal post anymore, but to all the animals who were with me : thank you so much

The ocean is back, so Dolphin, Orka and Shark are back too and I ve missed them much.

my crow is gone. gone, gone, gone from that day. i can't believe it was evil.



....


but i knew orca is there.

For what it s worth:

I don t think it was or is evil.

No.

Am sorry for you he s gone tho

Safe hugs if wanted

Nina11

...you...said it was... i thought it just flew away for awhile... i'm confused. i miss it.so much.
but then. i'm whining in your thread. i din't wanna talk abt it anywhere else tho. i can't hep but smile that the water is back. it's as it should be. maybe my crow will be there sometime.

sweetie,

nothin is ever lost

it can transform yes, change shape yes, take distance yes

and the way we knew things were are not the same anymore

but hes not gone, he s still around

veyr much on the background

tho I do recognise this is a feelin of loss for you

safe hugs if wanted

Nina11

Teddy: I'm glad Indie is feeling a bit better because she is my friend and I don't like it when friends are sad. I also like Amber a lot and we play sometimes and it is fun. Indie don't be sad, Alice tells me that the bad things that happen to Liam are in the past. So the bad things that happened to you are in the past too.

Alice: What he means is to heal you need to reflect on what happened in the past. This may be uncomfortable because you will have to look at unpleasant memories. Though you should remember that these things are in the past and the bad things aren't happening now even though they seem like they are. *Trigger Warning* You need to find alternatives to things like self harm or suicide. *End of Trigger Warning* This can be through things like meditation, painting, reading, writing, etc. As long as it won't hurt the body or anyone else, you can do it. Getting acquainted with past memories and finding ways to heal that aren't harmful are the keys to getting better.

I'm very happy to hear things are going better for you all