THE SHUTDOWN

The shutdown is tonite.

Star is dead.

Rosa can t be revived nor replaced.

The body is very weak.

To everyone in the system: you ve done all you could.
Don t ask anythin. Just let it happen.
We ll see how long it takes.

Trust me, this is all for the best.

May the spirit and St Michaelslight be with you.

Wolf

The shut down? What do you mean???

It means we re all goin to the stars.

This means Rosa will not come back.

As for the others, I cannot tell.

But be sure: whatever happens, happens for the best. It s gonna be good.

Wolf

Am I mistaken in thinking that you mean suicide?

no it s not suicide

i don t know what it is and all wolf says is we re goin to the stars;

stars are everywhere as in trees and people too (stars in the eyes)

it s exitin and scary too

will we sleep for three days? I don t know. Bit scared to go to bed, not sure how I wil wake up.

I wish I d understand.

Wolf said it ll all be okay, so we trust him on that. Been lookin on the internet for systems shuttindown but nothin
THe animals aren t to be seen right now. It feels like a void.

I can feel myself fading.

I love your support through this man. MEans a lot. I m havin a rum and a #######1, deserve one!

Phew! That had me terrified. Sorry for the misunderstanding. Well, I hope the stars help bring you guys some peace.

no; suicide doesn t scare me, but that s not the road ahead for now.

I m curious to find out what a shutdown means. I keep myself awake. I m scared to wake up if that makes sense?

I ve had some pills to calm me down.

Valium, xanax, tramadol, muscle relaxer, antidepressive and antipsychotic. Do you think it s safe to take more?

I m sorry to have terriefied you. Wasn t my intention
But it shows you care. Thank you for that.

Nina11

I'm sorry to be alarmist and of course I'm not a doctor, but that's quite a mix of pills there. I would not take any more unless your physician has prescribed it. If you're feeling concerned and in an unusual state of mind, it might be a good idea to call your therapist or psychiatrist if you have one.

I hope things go well for you.

I m scared to go to bed man. I need rum. Lots of it. But can t have access to it or to #######1.
Leaves the pills.
Got three mg xanax left.

Well, three pills of two mg.

I ll try to catch some sleep now and if it doesn t work add it up.

System shuttin down. This is new to me man. Djeezes

Fabio

I hope for the best and I'm really counting on you going trough it well. And I will miss you if you are gone for too long. Hope the pills were just the right amount. It's scary to read this all.