How are you today thread (trigger warning)

lifelongthing wrote:Having a good day today I even got a doughnut

Doughnut!!! ^.^

Also I finally learned wat 0^0 equals. It equals every possible number!!! ^.^

I'm good, I just woke up. I'm pretty hungry so I'll get something to eat. A bit tired as well. But overall, I'm doing good right now. The birds are singing outside, so it looks like it'll be a good day.

Glad it seems you're doing good Kristoff and Little

Birds singing outside sounds nice Little. We have a woodpecker outside our window but I haven't heard it in a couple days now

Joined stickpage.com for animating stuff. NOT a very good forum and not for nice people but whatever. It's just for me. I'm gonna back to animating. Haven't animating for... I don't know... a few months. I tried mixing tracks, you know, DJ-ing. It's a bit hard but Rana said don't give up. (She forces me to DJ. Hehe)

lifelongthing wrote:Glad it seems you're doing good Kristoff and Little

Birds singing outside sounds nice Little. We have a woodpecker outside our window but I haven't heard it in a couple days now

Yes, it's nice. I hope you'll hear it soon.

I thought i'ld just share this discovery I made. ^.^ when you look at numbers like 1,2,3,4,5... and so on you cant add them to radicals, like square root of 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8... and so on. I found a way to do just that, add radicals and numbers... ^.^

***EXAMPLES***

sqrt(3)+sqrt(4)=sqrt(7+4*sqrt(3))
sqrt(2)+sqrt(-1)=sqrt(1+2i*sqrt(2))

that odd thing is that since the answer contains a radical and a number, this can be done again and again.

I had a really great day today It's my 6th day out completely alone (can't hear or feel the others at all) and the SO and I made lots of cards/note cards/gift tags/etc I made 50! I liked some of them okay and some of them I actually liked a lot, which is new considering mostly I think of everything I make as ugly or worthless. Was really fun to make and considering we have a few pen pals now I think some of them might get good use too

I also decided that the project I've wanted to start for about 7 years now - to start a scrapbook - will now finally happen. Going to look into buying one tomorrow If anyone has any tips or tricks they'd like to share on the subject feel free to PM

new to being honast..
was in an unhealthy relationship, where ex used my "then" not diagnosed did, antisocial and schiz.. for his entertainment.
The girls developed their own hierarchy, and secrets without my knowledge. My anti social would be triggered and they would be coaxed out during emotional black outs.
Ive come to terms and am healthy with my schiz. even dealing with the anti social... but my did got out of hand today. 4 months with only a small handful of slips.. everyone was quiet. .. but out of no where .. Christine.. verbally attacked my best friend.
Christine is second in command but the strongest and hardest to keep content. She doesnt take over because I threatened her and gave her an ultimatum.. to mind her place.
I believe Christine actually has the antisocial issues.
Alice .. (mother hen)
Christine.. (Domineering Matriarch.. <--evil hateful sneeky)
Five.. (Bouncer)
Cassandra.. (anxious quick to please, malipulative)
Dutchess.. (broken emotions. anxiety phobias.)

Hi Alice It's nice to meet you
I'm sorry you had a rough day. Can you talk to your friend about what happened?

We are living and healing with DID but for us that means more switching and more co-consciousness. It means everyone gets to take part in our life and that the body doesn't belong to the host. It can be difficult but working together and communicating and compromising can really make a great difference. Do you have a T you can talk to about your issues?

I'm glad you were able to post here

In the day or so.. (bad at time frames) since my post.
I spoke to a very close friend of mine. She has been suffering thru and over coming mental illness since a child.. So I go to her when I feel out of control. She "gets" it.
She told me that Christine is still my ex's protige'. She still defends him and sees him as her "Master". My ex brainwashed her and sculpted her into her evil little play thing. She would do anything for him, and see herself as what he built her up to be.
Alice took it upon herself to send out a mass text to her friends, when an email was received from my ex, about a week ago. One of which I wasnt aware of. She sent this email as a heads up .. to Quote.. make sure that a$$hole doesnt pry his way back in. That we are recovering and healthier without him.. etc etc.
So when I cant to her, with the story of Christine's actions.. She said that it made sense that His play thing was all worked up.
I spoke to the girl it happened too.. and she insists that she understands, was just caught completely off guard. She said She always heard that it may happen, but was thrown by how fast and how drastic it was. It was a learning experience. She said that she is afraid of Christine.. Which pleases Christine, but hurts me.
.. To make maters worse.. Christine verbally assulted my bf today. Doing the unthinkable, and comparing my bf to the ex, afore mentioned. Not exactly sure what was said.. but I can tell he was none to pleased.. especially cause he was the one that hid me from my ex, healed my (Trigger warning) knife wounds, and made me realize my ex was doping me up with oxy so I could take pain better. I believe she compared the ex to a drug that she lusts after daily.
My bf is amazing Despite not making a friend in Christine.. He couldnt of handled it any better.. He Ignored her. Straight up Ignored her.. Not a smile, not a frown. Simply unbroken eye contact and a blank stare. She ran away uncomfortable and confused.. and a bit frustrated.
He didnt challenge her, or react to her.. for that is what she feeds on
Now everyone is a bit nervous. cause she is sure to retaliate. And she is the strongest ..
Alice is simply the most stable..
Sorry for the novel, but it feels so good to get the day off ur chest