by robotfun » Mon May 11, 2015 11:40 pm
Started Summer semester of college today. Two classes online, one on campus. The one on campus is a calculus class, and the Professor is the type that engages with the students a lot, which made some of us nervous. I kind of like it because it keeps us on our toes.
I have been sleeping all day after class. There have been problems with addiction and stopping those behaviors has been hard. I read about addiction recovery and how the brain has to return to a base line dopamine level or some such, so that is probably the case of the sleepiness and depressed feelings.
There has been a lot of talk/ reminding from alters that life is not as bad as some think. That there is a lot to be grateful for.
I am trying to be more social and get out of my comfort level. Some alters are really pushing for dating and a romantic relationship. I feel a sexual mood in the air coming from females with it being spring. One alter keeps referring to it as mating season, which is kinda funny in a way. Or very insulting by calling people animals. Either way a lot of girls have been smiling in a flirty way toward us. I get too shy though to talk and see how interested they are.
"My dear, you wouldn't care so much about what people think, if you realized how little they care."
Dx: DID, Bipolar II
Male bodied 31 year old
Alters: 44
Host (30), Brittany (25) , Tyson (22), others....
Rx: Lamictal 400mg , Quetiapine