Just saying - you radiate good vibes even over the internet... yep, they reach all the way to Australia!
Seroquel 6.25mg + Antidepressants 25mg->6.25mg + Positive Events was making me hypo (as in hypomanic), so I lowered by antidepressants over a series of days (as shown above).
When Negative Events hit, I raised my Sero to 12.5mg and my Antidepressants to 12.5mg... I early work and spent the day in tears.
The Negative Events are still there but I raised my Sero to 25mg last night and took 12.5mg of A/D's. I'm holding up okay today.
I get what you say about appetite on Sero!!! I've turned into a little piggy!
and I do feel a little sluggish when I first wake.
It wasn't the court case that impacted on me - it was the counselling session with my ex. In counselling I agreed to meet his ex-gf and that is what flipped me from manic to depressed. In the session he said that his ex was family and I wasn't. It cut me to the core. In the session the counsellor recommended that he tell his father that I would be going to the family dinners from now on instead of his other ex. My ex fought the counsellor hard before agreeing. Overnight all my feelings of rejection and humiliation resurfaced. My community worker demanded I undo the commitment to meet the ex's ex when she saw the amount of distress it brought me. She told me to put better boundaries around my mental health. I told my ex last night that I wouldn't see him anymore. I got a barrage of abuse, which I held my own against. It is over now, I will grieve and not be brought down anymore by being in a love triangle I had no idea existed.
I'm sorry I'm being so negative atm... it does no good for anyone else, me blurting out the details over the net.
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