“Stranded”

I’m browsing an art museum gift shop, but not buying anything. The building has a huge glass wall on one side. It’s dark outside, but then becomes light. I am deciding to leave. There is snow & slush on the ground outside, but I am wearing my rubber boots.

I am walking to the bus mall. It’s up a very steep incline. I am feeling intimidated, but manage to find a staircase under the snow to climb. I’m reaching the top of the hill & entering the bus mall. There are bus shelters, screens, & schedules littering the scenery.

I am wandering around wondering where to wait & what bus to take. It is overwhelming & crowded with people. I am trying to return to the city where I last lived. I am wanting to return to the downtown of that city to make my way.

1st Thought:
1) I am living in chaos.

I seem to want to return to this city in my dreams. Not in reality though. I wonder why?