This week has been full of my inner humor side. Strictly wanting to learn more "German" and French. German dialect feels normal natural and to not hear it strange. Masculinely driven would elaborate but that seems really stupid at this point. Trying to understand the male gender too. Not sure who is out during these times. Mama is gone for two weeks little ones not happy, but dealing. I have to remind them of her return date and reassure them. Not easy. ALL I want to eat is garlic chicken and drink coffee. First time I have ever made it myself. Forced out of 24 hr music listening mode due to program going down, *not my fault! Working on a new music library set up, guess rather I am starting it over... like my new phone and the number is ok. Purple is someone's favorite color but so was the blue cover. New Nirvana CD finally.Mainly because someone loves the song, "Come As You Are and Smells Like Teen Spirit" Still no meds and so far so good. I feel freer and more alive inside. It seems people like me better this way. This approach not for everyone but right now it is working. Psychiatrist still on speed dial of course, but I am more than capable of taking care of this body.