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by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Jul 09, 2021 1:31 pm

Now, today I move on without looking back. I am very happy and excited.

I have profound peace and a wonderful outlook on life. :wink:

I had a dream and it was a strange dream, as are all my dreams. There was the death of a beautiful and grand lady whose burial was happening right before me. She was revered and loved by those close to her. I saw a child and his little sister who picked up her doll for her. They were my ex's children in the dream. (He has 3 boys, two of who are twins in real life). I was very happy and I was soon moving to a new apartment with an old friend of mine from high school. It represented positivity, change, and a future.

I feel as if I've found myself. Like I am being honest about who I am, what I look for in a man, some things I must have in order for me to want to stay with him. Spontaneity loving affection must be a trait I will look for in a man, besides other things, of course, but this must be part of who he is. <3

by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Jul 05, 2021 1:41 pm

I am happy and proud of myself for carrying on with so much that life has thrown at me these last few weeks. I felt as if I despaired of any hope in my situation with getting my meds. I don't handle some things very well. That's a fact. But all is ok.

I start another new chapter in my life. I am completely letting go of him. I want to. What do I want? I want this very much, to move on and take very good care of myself. I really am deserving of all the good there is out there and it begins here...So help me God. :wink:

<3

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Jun 18, 2021 2:34 pm

I have a new-found sort of peace in my dealings with a man in my life. I cannot ask for more than a person can give. I can take it or leave it. I have made a decision to be open to whatever it is I choose. In the end, it's my life and no one can live it but me. We will remain friends. :wink:

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Jun 11, 2021 1:30 pm

I feel better today, I have talked to him and we are at an understanding and things are good. Things could be better, as in more ideal for me and him, but I can work with this...

by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Jun 07, 2021 3:23 pm

Today, I don’t feel as strong as I usually do. I have a man in my life and it’s not ideal in the sense that I want more, but for now, I have a dejected feeling because we are moving on, he and I. And I am going to process this and I’m going to be just fine. So, wish me luck!

I am going to be legally divorced soon, as in maybe as soon as this week. I’ve been separated for over 2 years from my husband. That is an update.

Have a great day!

Very happy and excited for my future!

I'm trying...

A new-found sort of peace

An understanding between me and him

Not feeling quite as strong

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