It's what I have after drinking that wine last night. Tonight will be different. I will start to look after myself and let my medications work.

I am happy that I ordered an adult tricycle and it is coming on Thursday. I can't work a regular bike because I have balance issues. I am really looking forward to this trike. I used to be very physically active and loved to dance. Now I can hardly walk because of medication side effects and that I'm 65. I hope I can whiz down the street again. It really is a waste of being alive to be upset!