So I had the brilliant idea of starting a bipolar social group because I was feeling alone and conspicuously without friends. I say conspicuously because my younger husband has soooo many. He is naturally confident. Anywho, I found this site that lets you start your own meet-up group so I thought,"Wouldn't it be wonderful if I started a group of people like me who are so lacking in self-confidence and are basically holding it together by a thread to get together and talk in a 100% non-judgmental atmosphere to get that human interaction we all crave. Of course I woke up this morning totally scared about the whole thing, in a totally different mood, and I couldn't erase everything I proposed fast enough. I change moods faster than my underwear.