Today I was at work and I was surviving on diet coke and coffee when I overheard one of my co-workers ask another co-worker about her daughter. She use to work with us and she use to be my best friend. He had asked her if Leigha has figured out why she keeps losing weight. She said that she had been tested, but they found nothing medically wrong with her. And she also went to mention that she is a little under 100lbs and that her legs are stick thin. That really triggered me. I starve myself pretty much all day and end up losing nothing. I don't get it. I want to be that thin. Another person that triggers me is my therapist. She is so skinny and her legs are amazing. Not that I am purposely looking, but I tend to look down towards the floor while I walk. I hate my THUNDER thighs. I hate my double chin. I hate my pooch. Ughh.... Here we go again....

dont feel bad about any weight you have, really dont. humans are meant to have some fat on store or we wouldnt function right. just that simple, but i understand discontent and all that, try just eating healthier instead of starving yourself. your body goes into survival mode if starved so anything taken in will add, eat regularly and healthily with cut it back. love your body for wat it is, a wonderful vessel with which you can experience life. best of luck