this last 5 days has not been so good. up down up down so enying. i might wake fine on a 5 the go up to a 7 then around lunch come down to a 3 then after dinner go back up to a 6 or 7 then bed time comes cant sleep. blah blah blah same shhitt every week or few weeks or hours or days its just so exusting and draining just to go to work every day . having to deal with normal life and the all the cyclothymia crap as well can be just to hard some times but at the end of the day u still have to make money pay those bills cook that dinner do that washing that dosnt do its self. grrrrrr. being a child is so much easier no stress or worry like the reall world blah blah blah.