Okay, so had my appointment today, and needless to say, they have me down as Anxiety NOS (but T thinks GAD would be a good placement), and Bipolar I, but T thinks it should be II due to the rapid cycling.

Also noted that the Non-Combat PTSD was removed, but then again, with the above two alone, that covers quite a portion. Sadly, I have a feeling it'll be coming up again considering that we've barely even scratched the surface.

Found out that T likes to take it slow and lay the foundation work first, then start going for the gusto and seeing what is really going on underneath. This will be interesting, or boring, or a combination of the two.

I am just glad T is being honest with me. T even spoke with my partner for about 15 minutes, alone. I requested it, and T was happy to agree to such! To me, that shows understanding on what I want, and what I feel might be necessary to help figure out what is going on inside my head!

The reason why I had asked for such, is because if I am in the room, and hearing what is being said, I can almost immediately process it and act in that particular manner. About 80% of the time involuntary. This prevents me from knowing what was being said, thus giving T more information, and being able to act upon it as necessary, especially since my partner will not tell me (nor will I ask).

T still wants me on at least one anti-anxiety medication, and says that we will be working on HOPEFULLY finding out why the memory is such an issue, but said that will probably be down the road further because it's a complex thing.

Anyway, until next time!

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