Well honestly not much to say here. My narcissistic grandfather has and always had the amazing ability to blow things...simple things into shitstorm proportions. Well basically, i could not explain what I used $80 in two days for and at the end of the lecture, I'm being accused of being a drug dealer, a drug enforcer (making sure people pay up), an addict, an alcoholic,a porn addict. Oh and don't forget a smoker. SO... from can't remember what I used $80 for I'm am instantly accused for being those things...He said some other things that made me extremely angry, for example, I am can't be treated "like a human being anymore but like an animal". I have to be honest here in this blog for a sec... the only thing holding me back is the method and disposal of not getting caught. That's all I want to say for that point. Its only so much I can take and absorb before my "mask" falls and shatters into a million little pieces.

I hope your ok, you know the truth about who you are, and I get it's your Grandfather but don't let people get to you by what they say! Rise above it, and try to use it as motivation to work hard so in the end you can f**k you look what I have achieved!

True...I will.