woke up was feeling good. went gym be4 work. showered 3 people and cleand a house. come home. now ill just quickly tell u so u now what im on about lol. my uncal lives far away flew in last night cam to pick up computer then flys out again tomorrow. now i get a phone call from husband. saying uncal ran. arr yer what hye say. he can come to do it and we have to go in to town to do it for him. now husband dosnt get home to 6pm so then we have to drve 40 klm back into town after hes just come all that way from work then i gott hand around and wait till hes transfered crap on to computer then come home. now its a working week. my phycologist and phyciyitrise tell me i need routin and exercise it will help me be a bit more stable. so when some thing recks my routin i get really up set cos im really trying. but when u have to do this crap all the time for people were are they when u need them. and we get home late and i miss my tv shows. i know its called frigen loosen up and get over it but im really set in my way in the week days cos its hard enough for me to work as it is. i couls be a bum and not work. but were would that get me and it shore wont help my illness. im just sooking blah blah blah oh man it makes ya peed off

fair enough bg