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I learned how to survived as of now...The past few weeks if my life after losing a lot of money taught me how to keep holding on. From thinking of taking my life from believing that theres a hope everyday even it's hard to accept the truth. I struggled everyday and God knows how hard it is for me. I have nothing and nobody care when your broke. Most of them that I help when I money is gone. They all turned their back away from me. I tried everyday to recoupe some money back...but I felt it's a cursed that never stop. I was so tired and hopeless. I don't even have nothing to buy food. The day I gave up..the day I realized and accept the truth. I felt release from prison of being insane and addicted to gambling will never take me anywhere. I was hooked for a long time..lose a lot of money that I cannot get it back. Life is not fair sometimes but that how it is. Sometimes it's our choice but sometimes there is nothing we can do. I'm so tired and scared but I didnt let this failure put me down entirely. Slowly I let it go out of my mind. From being hopeless I told my self it's never to late. I can earn that money back and live my life better. I will leave the past behind. I need to look forward and I know God will help me out. I want to be free..and I know you want it too...I dont want to be a prisoner in that cycle of gambling. I been hurt so many times. Broken for so long. Today is the day to be free...
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Re: I learned how to survived as of now...Every day above ground is a day there is at least a sliver of hope- never give up.
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