Most of us thought of winning big in casino. But the truth is in able for someone to win 99% of gamblers need to lose their money. Its trick that casino lure us to gamble free bet, free food, free gifts lot of us fall into this. The darker side of it you pick up the free gift( worth 20 or less) then you end up staying and gamble $100-1000 or more. It's very clear what is the real motive but we never learn not until it's too late. The more you lose money the more your hook into gambling more later. Trust me I've been there and struggled in that gambling cycle. I was strip up to my bone and broke all the time. Whenever I have money I always thought of gambling to get all my money back. I digged a whole and trapped in there for a long time. I can't help myself and my love one gave up on me too. You have to help yourself nobody else can do it for you. I admit I couldn't do it on my own. It's a disease on our mind and in order to control it you need a lot of determination. I self exclude myself and I never regret it. I'm happy and overwhelmed with joy from the freedom from being a gambler. It's not to late to turn around and forget gambling. Self excluding is the best way to start it. Go to CA department of justice website and print out the application. Fill it up notarize plus your passport picture then send it back to DOJ. It's really easy way to start a new life. Gambling is not right...

Dont wait till gambling ruin your life. Its not worth it. You might win today..but tomorrow and the next casino will take all back and much more. I used to think that having a lot of money will complete my life but it's not. Love of money will consume you alive. It will tear your soul down. Be happy of what you have. Dont fall into casino gimmick. You can beat them. It's a set up for failure and heartbreak, headache,depression,obsession,anxiety and torture up to your bones. Dont give yourself a hard time. Life is too short. Please do it for yourself and your family. Stop gambling!! You cant do it alone but self exclusion will end it...there is no goodluck when you self exclude cause everyday you dont gamble your a winner!!

When I thought about casino it makes me throw up and feel so sick. I asked myself all the time ' why I'm so stupid to let the casino fooled me?' Why I didn't self exclude myself earlier when I already know that I'm getting victimized by the casino scams!! A lot of questions but I never get to answer all of it not until I self exclude. Everyday is full of hope while recovering from the gambling addiction. But everyday I also making myself stronger to fight the urges. No way!! I'm not going back to gamble my money anymore. There is no reason to gamble at all. Gambling is not entertainment. Not fun at all. For all the gamblers who struggle right now dont be afraid to take the lost. Money can be earn again but wasted time can never go back. Be strong self exclude yourself and never look back.

Staying away from casino to gamble is the most wisest and smart decision I ever done in my life. To be strong enough to fight for the urges to gamble is not really easy. But self excluding myself give me more power to overcome this. I tried so many ways to quit gambling but nothing works not until I self exclude myself. No excuses. Cant do relapse. I'm loving my freedom.

It's been more than two weeks no gambling for me. I honestly dont know what to do with all my money start saving up. Now I'm trying to catch up to what I didnt do when I was a gambler. Eat in a fancy restaurant which I always can afford now. Buy all I want even not really necessary. Money in my savings account adding up. Plenty food in the fridge. Shopping online. Time with my family. Restoring my health. Now have time to reach out to some old friends. No more frustration. Depression is now fading away. Still many things to accomplish but I'm taking my time doing it little by little. Recovering is not easy but not that hard. Patient and determination. I wasted so much time in my life when I was gambling. Drained out my soul. Years of severe emotional and mental struggles. Now I just want to enjoy the rest of life being normal and free. Gambling robbed me so much and imprisoned me for years in so much pain. It's hard to let it go but I know it's about time to be free and never go back. If I can do it so as YOU!!