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Invisible Portable Self

Permanent Linkby Cruxx on Wed Mar 11, 2015 5:59 am

Have come to understand that [at least in my own case]
my direct and meticulous character is triggered
by the poisonous way whiteman treats Others.

My first week in Kindergarten, a pivotal decision was formed :
1) these children are barbarians : no way am I going to behave like them.
2) I am of a different species [truly, I worried about being X-Rayed]
As though, from before arrival on planet Earth, I already was sophisticated & Knowledge-able.

An invisible identity from my somewhat-inscrutable past, from my spiritual heritage,
steppps uncertainly into the maelstrom of agression and emotional madness
that typically underlies whiteman posturings of politeness & agree-ability.

Ever since, I am on guard against the beliefs of those around me.
This is not mental illness !

Those who invest in conformity choose to assume that I am mad
because they cannot reach my perspective.

With that assumption, they Choose to dismiss me as irRelevant.
Sealing off the possibility of a Bonanza of new understanding,
the fruits from 60 years of diligent research and development.

I was born an Engineer [a multi-discipline applied science], with corresponding abilities.
The teachers hated me at school ;
I wordlessly refused to swallow my doses of socialisation.
Deliberately failed subjects unworthy of learning - subjects I could have blitzed.
Even at 6yo, I passionately distinguished between propaganda and reality.

And my bewildered fellow-prisoners [oops, students] feared me,
because I could open hidden doors in their thinking.
Ugly doors, because bullies are ugly people.

Instead of socialising with boring youngsters, I read.
Tried every subject, looking for ways to make sense of the ordered vacuous-ness
that pervades all the humans I meet.

Eventually, I did find ways of making sense of circumstance,
but it was a long haul to get to where I now can disclose useful observations.

One reason it took so long to have confidence in my Reality Map
is that it differs profoundly from the consensus.

For me, that is a very good thing – because the consensus is Ugly-Wrong.
It also means that my journey into Knowledge was Adam’s Forbidden Fruit.

We humans all share similar potential, the potential innate to sprogs of our anonymous Creator.

But most are sabotaged by socialisation, by learned Stupidities - like Deceit.
Deception injures every thing it touches, it corrodes community, yet it is pervasive . . .
Tolerated by the Timid,
and exploited by those that lust for power over thee and me.

Whiteman has based their Reality Map on deception,
and they maintain the deception with dishonest {devout} conformity.
They care only superficially for the truth, ignoring the abundance of CLueS to Reality.

Instead of being humble enough to consider a different view,
whiteman insist on their right to have their opinions dominate every encounter.

Ideological-Bullying defines what whiteman does.

The book, “Indians in Overalls”, from a 1920s anthropologist, quotes an Injun Elder
“Whiteman are all spiritually dead - they think Everything is dead.”

A shocking thought, at first. But it stands up to scrutiny surprisingly well.
And it has implications . . .

We-the-Tormented are partially aware of the realm perceived by the 2nd Attention.
The torment comes from our frustrated Spirit Self – trying to wake us up.

We should live in accord with our Spirit, but are brainwashed into ignoring it . . .

Brainwashed into conforming with the whiteman's toxic meme :
“Ours Is The One Right Way For People To Live, And Everyone Should Live Like Us”
{this gem of insight was disclosed in Daniel Quinn’s interesting book “Beyond Civilisation”}
When the spirit-half gives up, and goes walkabout, the body still walks and talks = Spiritually Dead.

So, your Spirit-half is still punishing the body-half for its disobedient stupidity,
This punishment is the essence of what bothers the people visiting this forum.
it means that we still have a chance to align with our Spirit-Half – it is still trying to communicate.

The message from the frustrated spirit-half is to Get Real.
To Hunt the clues, to Detective the deceits,
to gradually UnderStand that we are living Artifacts of Awareness
marooned on a planet, with aetheric parasites
that deliberately cripple our thinking, for stealing our life-force.

Crippling our thinking with that Aggressive Meme-Of-Ignorance . . .
an injury that self-evidently is imposed by our unLoving aetheric parasites.
Currently [2015] being exploited in all its dishonesty, by the Wahabi Jihad against Freedom.

A useful rule of thumb : Do Opposite of what the Enemy Wants.

Get Real is the opposite of what the parasites want.
Learning the arts of Freedom is the opposite of what the parasites want.

They want us ignorant . . . become knowledge-able.
They want to be invisible, unOpposed, worshipped, and obeyed.
Give them efficient defiance : do not Argue.

So I detective upon how to Oppose them
Study them.
Test their strengths.
Find their concealed weaknesses.

I am telling the brotherhood of Humanity what we Need to Know.
~ We are stronger than the parasite {else they would not disguise}
~ Our mental immune-system has been compromised by deceitful religions.
~ Do not obey the bloodthirsty Parasites
~ Attend to your compromised Reality Map.
~ Weed out the egotistical nonsense that steers us Stubbornly Stupid.

Here, in this strategic-intelligence, is a way out of your pain and slavery.
Travel well, dear Reader.


PS: Don’t Worry, dear Spy.

A lifetime of being shunned is not likely to blossom into Leadership.
Only lunatics are loose enough to think my thoughts, such as are outlined here.

Maybe, not even them – how few will choose the Steep Path to the Totality of the Self.?
Most people have a history of defeats – their appetite for challenges is sad and wounded.
Married their Self-Pity, and settle down. You know it’s true.
I’m just a looney finding meaning in the Wind.

Furthermore : the repellant field and forgetfulness triggered by Forbidden Knowledge
reliably guarantees that my poetry will never develop a following.

I am marked for maximum obstruction, maximum dissonance . . .
because I literally brawl with these merciless Stomachs.

They push, I shove. Proves they are unable to kill an informed human.
I fight them every way I can innovate.

A mexican standoff :
They cannot kill me {vs} I cannot get a message to a brainwashed mankind.
A mexican standoff :

Only possible dynamic is an innovation with substantial economic significance.
Which everybody will like, because it = more product for less cost.

That is the only argument that humans will strive to understand.

Reality is too abstract for the domesticated primate – it needs a Motive.
Mankind have no motive to seize new understandings.

How is That ?
Because our world has been stripped of Meaning, the empath’s nuances of implication overwhelmed,
by translating our thinking into words.

Meaning is more abstract than a symbolic representation = meaning is truncated by words.
That is why the Big 3 Social Parasites [religious corporations]
focus everybody on a Book of Contradictions

Deliberately destroying meaning by Attacking Reason . . .
ignorance created by Worshipping a book of Lies.

The Koran would have us believe that the Sun circles the Earth.
Howzat for a contradiction ?

How come the “infallable” Allahs, the “creators” of the Universe,
blundered on astrophysics – something 100% verifiably FALSE.

WE are being lied to by the Holy Books, by the Holy Spooks.


Why is that ?
Because the mind-parasites are exposed by the full scope of human perception.
Once their camouflage is irrevocably broken, they are essentially defeated.
This the parasites know . . .
. . . explaining why they put so much Art into their camouflage/pretense-of-illusory-ness.
If they had the strength, they could take a direct path to what they covet.
That’s why.

What is your assessment ? dear Reader ?
Is there anybody out there ?
Lunatic Laughter.

Paradox is where thinking gets most interesting.
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