Ashe- Host Posting.

I have no memory of the inner world. Not even sure I've been in it.

What I can see is like a cockpit. There is the seat I sit in, but then a co pilot seat next to me. If I concentrate I can see the person in my co pilot seat (if one is present) most of the time. I remember being in that seat myself a couple of times. Its similar to the size of a space ship cock pit like Serenity's firefly but the front is brighter and more gold where the seats are....but behind the seats is a blackness that I can step back into. I can only do this if I concentrate really hard or dissociate. It starts getting like a misty foggy look and Asheron stands there. Often times I can use the music he likes and he will help me back. Around him is water, and I am allowed to lay in the water and relax, but I cannot go past him. So I have actually never seen the inner world. At least not to my memory.

Asheron is kind of co con with me and wants to drink his tea or I'd write more.. heads killing me.