I figured that a nice change of pace from me mentioning a subject and wandering around loosely connected thoughts for a while would be if I literally just said whatever went through my mind as I write this. Each thought will be its own separate mini-paragraph.

15 minutes to do this. Most of the time i have 30. It always seems to pass so much faster than normal life. This will seem much shorter to me.

I've never made anything popular. The highest views I've ever gotten on anything is 300, but if I have a friend who makes something similar at about the same time, they instead get a few hundred views even though theirs seems to be worse or equal to mine. I've never understood that.

I'm typing this on a tablet as I do everything else on this forums. It's not that I prefer it, its that its quite, portable, and my parents would have a harder time finding the websites I go to, if they ever tried. Unfortunately, the keyboard is laggy and is missing some words (like realized), so I have no idea how they're spelt when I use this forum.

I never really say anything right. I'm always leaving something out, or implying something false, or misexplaining something. This forum though, I don't do it as much as I normally do.

I don't like to be self centered. Ironic considering I spend moat of my time on my blog on this forum, and am a generally self-centered person. All the same, I still don't like it and try to force myself to talk more about others.

I've never understood why people tend to consider their usual set of emotions their entire personality. I once heard a brilliant man (CGPGrey) say that ideas don't make us up, it's more like they're in a box we carry, and that those who consider the ideas them never change the ideas out for better ones. It's similar with emotions, people tend to cling to what they usually feel, in the same usual proportions. One reason I think its so hard to get out of depression is that people tend to think that the sadness is now a part of them and subconsciously cling to it.

Any system is easier to see from the outside. A common example is a factory. A ground floor worker will see something similar to ordered chaos, but an overseer will see a very controlled system. It's similar with society too. Many people who borderline on antisocial seem to have a great deal of knowledge about social workings, since they are exposed to it enough to learn about it, but not so much that they get stuck right in the middle of it.

Why do I find a label so important? I don't know is the short answer. Long answer is various possibilities. Maybe its just that I'd like a conclusion to a question I've thought of so long. Maybe its just that I'd like a quick word to summarize some traits of me. Maybe I just like the idea of there being other people like me out there. Other people I'd find more than mildly interesting for once.

How'd it go? I feel I wrote more than normal and said things how I'd like them to be said.