Holy freaking crap I've noticed people reading my blog and I didn't expect that. .-.;
Thank you for that.

Don't be too worried. We're going through some shifts right now.
Basically, in our last therapy session, Ned came out first, and then Nickolause came out in therapy. Nickolause was able to say things to the psych that he never could have said straight-up to others in here.

The one line that I remember from him replaying and sharing the experience during the trip home was that his portion couldn't think straight, something had twisted, he was trying to keep something from waking up but it kept waking up and he didn't know what to do.

I don't think anyone, Nickolause included, was able to understand the situation until then. But we finally did after he answered some questions and said some stuff to the psych.

Afterward, the three gatekeepers kinda had a pow-wow and decided that everyone would support him. The Aecy/Ned portion and the Timothy/Violet portion would both lend their resources and support to help Nickolause, who obviously couldn't do anything more on his own and needed the help, especially since the Aecy/Ned portion had ended up getting "infected" with their sickness, but was able to heal, which means we're able to help them all the more, because we now know [b]how[/b] to heal.

We're here so that we could heal them once we left our abusive home situation. We're not as separate as we might otherwise have been, because we were designed to be a more temporary split than the previous splits, and the split between the old part of the system and the two new segments.

Nickolause and "his people" are going to, presumably, begin to wake up and start living in reality and interacting with other people, as well as those of the Aecy/Ned part, so they can learn from them and connect more with them and hopefully be healed and regain a will to live, because they range, for the most part, from "I don't want to exist" to "I want to die" and "I want those who live to suffer because I suffer and I cannot conceptualize a reality in which there is any other existence for me."

Nickolause says that if everyone else is healed before the worst parts are woken up, then they can be influenced and healed. He knows what he's talking about. I trust him. Might take a long time but there's a lot more hope in here than there has been for a very long time. ^ ^

Nickolause is happy. I don't think I've ever seen him happy.

It's having a good, if... odd... effect on everybody.

I wish you all well. See you around soonishly!

Aecy & Co.