I know a lot of people wouldn't believe me and no you don't need to worry about being a parent or anything, they move in subtle avenues of the astral plane.. I used to get visited and interest in a particular goddess of truth and justice I kknew I loved her and she originally came as huge could only see her face above me and extreme power I called her over resentments to do with an ex-girlfriend and couldn't really decide what course of action to take but she ended up being my firned would appear in feathers and a beak mask...in some events she used a clock like analysing part of my conscious minds and mistakes I was making I was heavily bombarded with other species around that time too so ended up leaving my unit and getting pulled up by police and I talked about alines and long story back to making ababies.

making babies was only becuase she kknew what she was doing to extract the seed we didn't have lustfull relation she wasn't a succubis at all..she knew how to make babies with me.

so this memory is long gonebut I thought since starting blog to put about some of my experiences.

so we made babies and some stayed with me around the house some didn't turn out so good more like crummy seed from me or that I was then coming off antipsychotic treatments.

not sure what the babies are doing now. I remembered becuase its fathers day in australia coming up, so this makes me a dad in some respects...I originally had anxiety over responsabilty to teach them something. I guess they are in good hands learning wisdom and being able to apply themselves as active gods or godess's they would stand for truth and justice.

I am on drugs since and don't have any stuff going on with astral plane or spiritual plane.

wish I could say more but sorry I dont yet have full capacity of mind given the antipsychotics.

sorry about the spelling in all my posts , if I make any more I will check better.

still haven't seen any of the babies, wonder what they are doing?

I met them in interdimentional voyage that happened from refusing treatmnet and reuniting with a celebrity crush...went to hospital for treatment refusal but my visions continues luckily...had visions of going to heaven then transforemted into an antigod and ejected from heaven, then back in and beyond heaven to the land of gods where I met one of my babies or representation of that lust and curiosity in goddess Ma'at thatshe liked, maybe its good that the celbrity not jealous lover..I got my hands on her album in hospital maybe one day I do a seperate blog about the album but can't say who it is but I talk about it on imaginary freinds schiz forum and i'm still a free man on the antipsyc forum.

actually don't checkthatout...andwhenIsay wenttoheavenlikeinanotherpartoftheuniverse I often mistake by regarding the astral layers above the earth as heaven also but beyond that heaven to meet extradimentional guides and they showed me other places to go then one showed me our heaven and I transformed to go higher to land of the gods safely without becoming the antichrist and was alowed back into heaven and bneyond to land of gods I guess you could regard the baby as kind of cherib but no wings think he is growing up. its harder to go back since my voyage was ended in hospital by necessity