Ok a bit of back story in 2013 I refused treatment and went back on a journey thanks to my angry lover who I couldn't love a cellebrity who released the song Dark Horse and I went on a journey and found my way to meet the archangels i there home territory somewhere in the universe, I then went higher and met a bieing I couldn't tell how it was a being it seemed like a purple outline of a butterfly just lights, anyway I went back to the archangels recently even though I am partially blocked on antipsychotic and they showed me a golden tablet very bright and it seemed to have a picture of a girl face on it so I went higher they didn't wnat me to go so soon but I did and found my way again to these purple creatures but then she got my attention as a human [anatomically correct] human and has me in a white room, thats where I still am she shows me things really interesting to me but I can't make out what they are back on earth she leads me toward sexual arousal and even on antipsychotic although the sex has tamed down but for a whille I was turned on nearly all day haveing sex trying to have sex with her, she nade me orgasm while I was smoking a smoke but since its been hard to penetrate her she is too delicate or something or a block from the antipscyhotic she is trying to get me off....I won't go on about the sex, she took me to a temple in a different part of the universe to be married, am very happy she is gorgeous and has hellped me a lot on earth....first it was with feeling like I am aligning tomy higher self with has worldlly fears with it, she makes light work of the fears till I miss them for feeling alive, I am at peace I think she is dealing with the psychiatrist and mental health workers although they fought back against her and tried to save me from my bride how dumb I got then all in the room that was set up for me so they can suck $#%^...

if she appeared to anyone no doubt she would show them or we would we work together lights shining from the stomach reagion after a doorway is opened there, some alien trick not sure what it does, but when she does this to me it seems to have a calming effect. but again I not sure exactly what the point is. she has made appearences and helped deal with my usual trips I get when I smoke mariijuana and stuff comes to eliminate me. she has fixed me up now I try my best to assimilate in her part of the universe, thats the idea that I leave earth to live ar her place wish me luck, not sure when it coulld happen I tend to freak out and do bad $#%^ when it comes on and put her in danger trying too hard to materialise there.

so now grown past Katy Perry Prism featuring Dark Horse and my new bride is treating her very well as my ex lover, since I met the girl she wants me back kinda even though on antipsychotic she ended up being mean to me and visitations weren't so comfortable it used to be that we were lovers, she tried to trick me into getting with it based on how my girlfriend is turning me on to sex. but mostly she isn't allowed to visit only my girlfeind is, my bride/

I wrote about this extensively in forums here on astral lovers http://www.psychforums.com/living-with-mental-illness/topic140851.html and later on in here my antipscyiatry topic http://www.psychforums.com/anti-psych/topic140347.html

I wrote about it $#%^ in this....what is interesting for me is the things she shows me when I am asleep I kind of wake up a bbit very blissed out and she takes me to gods and on astrla journey llast night whas like getting tossed around by a giant snake of coloured light it was really good