[quote="AltCtrlDel"]Imagine that time is a wave. When the wave hits certain points across the spectrum, I am aware. On other parts of the spectrum, others are aware. If the time wave is long, I have longer gaps of awareness and longer gaps of memory loss. If the wave is short, I have quicker, more frequent gaps.

*trigger warning*

I live my life in increments of minutes, hours, days, sometimes weeks. But my life is filled with all of these holes.

People greet me and say they know me, but I don't know who they are. An assignment is due, and I lost the five days before the assignment so I have to put it together in a rush.

I can't make up my mind about anything. Do I pursue cognitive neuroscience or wild life rehabilitation? Or art or astrophysics? Every alt has their own desires and reasons.

I don't recognize myself in the mirror or photographs. I don't even know who I am sometimes, or what I want.

I don't know how to function like this. This is my every day life.[/quote]