I just want someone to talk to. That's it. And I want them to give a f**k. I know that's asking a lot, because when I speak, people just jump to "you need medication."

And I would honestly rather be crazy than take meds.

But I don't think that should mean that I have to be crazy alone. Lol.

Everyone I try to talk to just doesn't care, they don't understand, or they suggest medication.

I've been thinking about going to my college campus psychological counseling center, but there's only four weeks left in this semester, so i don't think it would be worth it really.

Then at least I could tell her i'm just there to vent, not to get advice/suggestions on coping/medication/bullsh**t.

Thing is, I honestly don't mind the rollercoaster, it adds life to my life. But sometimes it can get overwhelming, where I just need someone to tell all this to.

That's for another post though.